Mostafa Elsaadi — I Feel Too Much

I wish
I could turn it down.
This heart that is every sound
I feel
Too much
I read the silence in your eyes
I hear the truth behind your lies
One little word can stay for days
One goodbye never fades away
I keep the things
I should let go
I hide the hurt nobody knows
And even when the room feels safe, my mind finds something else to break
Does everything cut so deep?
Why can't my heart just let me brea?
I'm tired of feeling every scar
Like everyone is who we are
I feel too much
I break too easy
I love too hard and hurt so deeply
I feel the things nobody sees
I'm screaming inside while
I smile so sweetly
I feel too much
Is that my weakness?
Or is this heart still fighting to feel this?
Too much
Too much
It's always too much
Too deep
Too deep
I feel everything
Too much
I can't turn it off
Baby, I'm not broken baby
I just feel oh
I carry what you didn't mean
I lose my sleep over what might have been
I give my heart then away
Afraid you'll leave
Afraid you'll stay
I wish
I could be made of stone
And never feel this much alone
But there's a part
I can't erase
That still finds beauty in the past
Why does everything cut so deep?
Why can't my heart just let me breathe?
I'm tired of hiding who
I am
Just a fit into the hands
I feel too much
I break too easy
I love too hard and hurt so deeply
I feel the things nobody sees
I'm screaming inside while
I smile so sweetly [screaming]
I feel too much
Is that my weakness?
Or is this heart still fighting to feel this?
Maybe
I don't need to change maybe
I don't need to learn the page
Maybe this heart was never wrong
Fulfilling everything so strong
Let me cry
Let me fall
I don't have to hide it all
If the world feels nothing
I won't be ashamed to feel it all screaming
I felt so much and
I'm still breathing
I love hard but
I found a meaning
I feel the heart
I feel the light
I feel the world and
I'm still alive
I feel too much now
I believe that this heart of mine
Has a right to feel it too much
Maybe that's just who
I [sighs] am
I feel too much and
I won't apologize
I feel too much